It’s been awhile since i’ve stopped from blogging. Thinking of reasons why should i at the first place. It’s not the greatest site, nor that much of readers lurking in. Maybe its due to the fact that i’m picky, enough to delete a post thinking that my non-existing visitors wouldn’t want to read it, and also the fickle mind of mine. Starts with my boring-life post, mix with designs and what not. End up with a portfolio full of designs and god knows where my blog post when. Its easy to start a blog, i wont deny that, and its easy to abandoned it, wasting bytes of the internet.

Im a self-taught designer, a small time web designer, and i do this because i love it. Im not anywhere near an art student, im a still-not-graduating chemical engineer. I basically went through the wrong course, and yes, i get a lot of that from people. But to be honest, its because theres thousands of brilliant designers out there, and me, as a small time designer having a hard time climbing up. Art and designs are complicated thing to begin with. As an engineer, producing a certain chemical, ethanol for example, as long as the composition match, people who wants to buy ethanol will still buy it. Art on the other hand, when people ask you to design things, you might like it, you friend might like it, but most of the time your client wouldn’t approve it. Why? One art judged by the eye of the beholder. Theres no specific ways to draw a cat for example. My drawings of a cat might look handsome than your cute cat. Even though its still a cat. And now is your cue to say, point taken.

And here I am. End up in the webspace once again. But i think this time is different though. Im going to set my purpose straight, why and what to blog in the first place. And hopefully it will work. Finger crossed they say. Hope i will not mess things up. Like what ive said, right before i flopped.